What's holding you back? Is there something in life that seems to have such a tight grip on your life that you couldn't even imagine one day without it? Does it control you to the point of disappointment? As human beings, we have habits.. we become comfortable and complacent with the person we become. We are wiling to accept negative actions, attitudes, and behaviors simply because they are impossible to break.
But are they really impossible to break? Absolutely not.You are capable of being any person you want to be. So, I encourage you to evaluate what you are making excuses for- what can be fixed in your life? And believe me, I know it is hard to admit that you have faults... but also believe me when I say this, you are NOT ALONE. Everyone has something they hide, something they are ashamed of, something they hate sharing with others.
Why not let it go? Why not start fresh? Let go of all the worry, the obsessive behavior, the control that "things" have over your life. It is the path to happiness. I promise.
God promises to love us no matter what. He is there for us in times of trouble, and he desperately seeks to heal... all you have to do is let him in. Be vulnerable and devote your life and worries to him. You will be so thankful you did.
"To put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, and to be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and to put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness."